The beginning 03/26/2105
My Love Story
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The beginning 03/26/2105
For the last eighteen years I have been trying to live up to everyone elses expictations but my own. I make myself someone I am not to fit those expectations and honestly I don't think anyone notices. Sometimes I feel like I am invisible, sitting in my own world, surrounded by those I care so much about but none of them can see me because this person whose putting on a great face and pretending everything in the world is nothing but great, is far from who I really am. Truth be told I am a lost soul still trying to find my way around this dark and lonely world. I put on a smile everyday because at the end of the day what matters most to me is the happiness of the ones I love. It's in those moments when the sun breaks through the dark grey clouds and in the break of the dawn I see their smile and hear their laughter that I feel my strongest. Even when I am at my lowest, sometimes the person I am meant to be peaks out between the cracks and sheds a little light into this empty world and can I honestly say why at moments of pure weakness and uncertainty I can find myself painting a part of who I really am into this world? One world..love. "Love is never having to say you are sorry" Love is kind, love is warm, love is never ending even on it's worst days. I found love in one person and while my heart stood still, the wall I built so high around it, the barial that was hiding who I really was locking out only the person I have grown so use to being, the person who is everything but me; suddenly didn't feel so weak, but more alive and it'd because of that; that that wall started to slowly break peice by piece everyday. That is why when the days feel lonesome, my heart feels betrayed and the world feels empty some part of me isn't afraid to shine a little bit of hope into this world of ours and it's because her love makes me less afraid of the unknown and more opening to all of the possible facts and outcomes things may or may not bring. Toda
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